I should not let Nda talk to me like that. I do not deserve any of it. I have known my place on the compound and stuck to it, never improvising, never saying more than I should, never doing more than I should lest it be misconstrued and used against me. The ability to hurl words that have the power to demoralize was such a skill. I have been more convinced of it having watched Asina grow from a sweet young girl to the sharp tongued girl who people employed to fight their verbal wars, is all the case study I needed.
She was the one I tiptoed around the most because gradually Nda was poisoning her against me – against her enemies. And I was an enemy especially as I wanted to remain neutral. Asina was the same as me until she started sharpening her tongue. It wasn’t long before Nda started cozying up to her because if you can’t beat them you have to join them or better still recruit them. Nda went about it so slyly that no one was able to notice. This morning, it took my keen eye to see that I was being trapped into trouble. And to avert that, I had to do my house chores twice. Now all the girls are already on their way back from fetching water and I would have to go alone. Alone with only my thoughts for company and I know once again I would have to think of mama and she coming to get me out of here.
I took my carrying cloth with me and hurried out of the compound. My pot was already waiting for me at the gate, I didn’t want them seeing me headed out so I can go and come back in peace. Whatever quarrel they had with me will still be here when I return but I couldn’t waste any more of the cool morning not fetching water. When the sun rays hit, I would want to be making hay…not making arguments while I still had water to fetch. I smiled. Mama taught me that. She loved that I loved proverbial sayings and she was always testing me with some of them and riddles. I rounded the bend in the path where the shrubs ended abruptly giving way to a long stretch of parched earth.
Yaaro saw the lone figure emerge from the path just as he raised his head. He froze for a quick second but his heart picked up a steady beat. It was her. The sway of her hips was a slower this time, her rhythm uneven. Her smile was no where in sight too. Creases formed on the brow of Yaaro’s face. He wished he wasn’t here yet he could not take his gaze away from her. In a few paces, she would be within eyeshot of him. The giant neem tree was not going to hide him anymore. He would have to melt into the soil where the heat would smother him. He shifted his weight from one foot to another.
My eyes focused. I heard something. Maybe it’s just some small reptile playing by the neem, she thought. My eyes went to the measly scattered shrubs under the mighty neem tree and my senses sharpened. Did I see a foot? She squinted out of habit and then she saw a leg. Her eyes traveled up along until she saw a hand and just then the figure moved.
Yaaro panicked at the thought of having been seen by her. He had not yet thought of what to say to her – the right words at least. She got near him and her look was questioning but she still slowed. Perhaps she thought he didn’t look like he could cause harm but she didn’t really stop. She continued to walk and then turned her face away from him. As if not bearing to not look upon her face was his motivation, he called out to her. “Hello”, his voice came out rather weakly. He cleared his throat. She stopped finally and looked at him with a “what?” on her face.
“Are you going to the tap?”, he managed. She laughed this time but that did nothing to reduce the tension Yaaro was feeling. “Is there anywhere else to carry a water pot to?” she said. He smiled weakly. She wasn’t rude but she had cleverly told him his question was stupid. “I…uhm… would you be able to carry it on your own?”, his desperation to steer the conversation in a favorable direction was beginning to show. “I think the pot would help me carry itself, if I couldn’t, after all this time of me doing the carrying.” she responded. “Oh I mean, how would you get the pot on your head when the filling is done?” She smiled sweetly now and said “You don’t go out much do you? When was the last time you went to the taps?” He only shrugged at her question. A smile played at the corner of his lips. “Well, why don’t we go so you see for yourself then?” she said and started walking on. Yaaro was taken aback by her words but his legs moves into action and he hurried after her. With her back turned to him, he allowed the smile to break onto his face slowly.
My mind raced so speedily yet scatteredly. I had no idea what was coming. Why would she ask me to go to the taps with her? My answer came as soon as we got there. A couple more taps had been added and these new ones were raised high so one could fetch whiles standing with a pot or basin on their head. She finished in no time and turned off the taps. I could almost see a smile playing at the corners of her lips. Perhaps she was enjoying the amusement from my realization of my little ignorance. I had to say something fast and be on my way before I end making a fool of myself. I want to say something that will allow me to pick up where I leave off the next time I see her. “I really should get out more else I will one day be surprised or embarrassed by what new developments will come” I said trying to add a tone of humor to it.
“Well you should…”, she trailed off. “I think I have to go now but I should get your name in case I uhm….my name is Yaaro.” “Yaaro” she repeated as if turning the name in her mind to inspect it. “I am Sundii” and with that she left. I couldn’t help but watch her walk away. More than the sway of her hips, my eyeballs were glued to her calfs, fleshy yet toned.